Share What You Hear Here

[Devin]

ARE YOU GETTING HARASSED WITH "ARTIFICIAL TELEPATHY"?

Here's where we share, compare and contrast the differences and similarities of what we hear so we can get a better perspective and discover things we were previously unaware...

Please try to remember and list as many of the phrases and sound recordings that you have heard in your head over time since you've been harassed with artificial telepathy
like this...

"He thinks he is"
"He thinks he isn't"
"I'm really gonna kill this kid"
"Kid, YOU'RE DEAD" (When I do do something they don't like, etc)
"If you say anything else we really are Locking you up/Taking you out" (When I talk shit back or say something, especially on the internet that they don't like)
"We gotta take this kid out" "We really gotta take this kid out" (When I'm doing something that I think would cause them problems like this right now)
"We're keeping you alive" (when I tell them they aren't needed to go away)
"Wait til you're sleeping" "Wait until he falls asleep"(Threatening to torture/program me in my dreams)
"Wait til he goes/falls to sleep" (can manipulate my dreams)
"He knows we're setting em' up"
"Look what he does" (When I do something they don't like)
"Can't even spell ____" (What I misspelled) (Whenever I misspell a word like I just did)
"Kid doesn't even know how to spell ____" (The word I misspelled)
"He ain't a ____" (Bad name) (Randomly)
"He ain't a ____ (Bad name) But he is a ___ (other bad name)" [The bad names flipflop] (Randomly)
"Kid you're Going to jail for Life" (over and over)
"He figured it out" "He really figured that out" (when I think I figured something out)
"We're trying to help him and this is what he does"
"We're keeping you alive"
"That's the funniest thing I ever heard in my life"
"That was the greatest comeback ever"
"You just made the biggest mistake of your life"
"We've been waiting for you to kill yourself"
"Kid, give up"
"Your life's over"
"We're keeping you alive"
"That's why we love em"
"I can't stand em"
"I hate this kid"
"Every time I look at em I wanna throw up"
"Every time I see his face I wanna throw up"
"Leave the kid alone"
"Leave this kid alone"
"Leave em alone"
"He knows"
"He thinks he knows"
"He does but he doesn't"
"He ain't lying to us"
"I can't even do this anymore"
"Kid's a scumbag"
"You're making a big mistake"
"Messing with the wrong people"
"You're making a fool of yourself"
"He Is funny"
"He is funny though"
"Leave That fucking kid alone"
"Everything we say he flips it around"
"He flips everything around on us"
"He keeps flipping everything back on us"
"He's not a retard"
"He's a retard"
"Kid's retarded"
"He's smarter than he looks"
"You're making a scene"
"That IS funny"
"Kid we want you to know _INSERT BULLSHIT HERE_"
"He wants em to know"
"He wants to tell em"
"He wants to so bad"
"He wants to die"
"He really wants to die"
"Wait til he goes to sleep"
"He doesn't remember em"
"Everybody's knows you _"
"We want you to know when all this is over with, they're locking you up for the rest of you're life"
"We ARE setting you up"
"You're making the biggest mistake of your life"
"I can't breathe" "this is too funny"
"You're lying to us"
"We already know you're lyin"
"0 to 100"
"I can't do this anymore"
"He's never gonna stop"
"We're/it's never gonna stop"
"It/he is pretty funny though"
"I'm gettin sick of em"
"He's a waste of time"
"I swear to God if you _" blah blah Yelling
"Inside you're a girl"
"We're gonna give you a vagina"
"The kid can't help himself"
"He can't handle himself"
"He ain't stupid"
"Deep down he knows"
"He know that he knows"
"Look at yourself"
"He wants what he wants"
"Disgrace to the human race"
"Personal foul"
"This guy/this kid/he Is a fuckin ass hole"
"I Know, he's retarded" "he really is retarded" "kid's a retard"
"We're picking on a retard" "We're really picking on a retard"
"Look at em" "look at that"
"Look at that thought"
"We ARE ___" and "We're not ___" (Some person/people/agency)
"We Really ARE the _" (whatever one I start to think they might be to make me believe and not rly know)
"He knows" and "He really knows" (What I just "figured out" in my head"
"kid opened his third eye" (mocking me or I did idk lol)
"he really did"
"he really figured that out ("he really did") or ("I know")"
"he's really is/is not a ____" (something I hate) [they go back and forward]
"He picks his nose and flicks em around" -When I pick my nose
"I love em" "I love this kid"
"leave em alone" "leave the kid alone"
"Leave That Kid alone"
"already ruined his life"
"He blames it on everyone else"
"He blames it on us" -When I blame them for stuff they do or did or how they made me destroy my life cause I been in fight or flight)
"Really gotta take em out" -When I do something I think could cause trouble for them
"they want em alive"
"they want us to take him out"
"they're using us to take him/this kid out"
"If anything happens to this kid it's over"
"I'm telling you, this guys a prophet" (mocking me?)
"He's an artist" "He really is an artist"
"really not a ___" (Something I hate)
"We already know that you are/aren't a ___" (Something I hate)
"Let em/this kid think/believe what(ever) he wants"
"Everything we say he flips it around on us"
"What do you want me/us to do"
"He's smarter than us" "You Are/Not smarter than us"
"Game over"
"Your life's over with"
"Just give up"
"You piece of shit"(right now typing this)
"Sick of em/it" (right now after the previous"
(Laughter + obvious exaggerated forced hatred)
"This kid doesn't give a fuck" "he really doesn't give a fuck"
"The kid ain't lyin" "He's lying"
"I'm telling you, he's lying" "I'm telling you, this kid ain't lying"
"Sick of this kid doin whatever he wants"
"Thinks we care/don't care about em"
"Gonna die and he's ____" (what I'm doing)
"Gonna die and all he cares about is ____" (What I'm trying to do)
"The kid's gonna die and he's _" (Sarcastically - about what I'm currently doing, trying to make me think about it as having no point)
"You're gonna die and you're _" (Same type of shit - trying to get me to feel some type of way(s))
"you'll never know/find out" -when I fantasize about something in my future
"I know" - Before or After a phrase is said"
"Look at all he's done" "Look what he does"
"He thinks we don't care about him"
"Let em think what he wants"
"He knows too much" (When I tell them I don't care what they do or say and that I'm not afraid to die or go to jail or anything else)

You are NOT alone
These REAL People are saying the same type of shit to all of us.
Alone we sound insane but together we, and others will be able to see a clear pattern to their twisted system that we can map out as proof that we are under attack from within by a real threat causing real life damage who's presence should be discovered and known to everyone else who refuses to believe people are actually doing this to other people
SHARE WHAT YOU HEAR HERE TO HELP US

[dominic]

"Dolph's a prophet" if I say something or think something they like they refer to me as Adolph hitler
"Go learn to fuck" when I come into contact with a female or when they don't like something I think
"polish your cock" when I come into contact with a female
"I want your cock" when I come into contact with obese women.
"dolph's pregnant"
"(barf noises of women)" when I think of people or think something they don't like
"go to the protest" when I was asking what they wanted me to do in the beginning
"Kill yourself" on different occasions usually when I'm going to sleep

I also get a lot of random things said that don't get repeated, which I can't remember. And they are usually in a woman's voice and sometimes in a man's voice. They did a Latin voice for a while as well.

I can't remember everything that was said over the five years. I get smaller amounts of things said now with the medication. They seem to want me on the meds, but harass me for the weight I put on while On the medication.

[Devin]

It seems that most of the time, the voices are just repeated recorded phrases that are forced into the brain

Our neural activity and responses to their prerecorded and overlyplayed Phrases is monitored and recorded by their system.

Whatever you are thinking, saying or doing has unique neural activity.
Their computers can see this neural activity and recognize similarities or patterns.
They program their computers to recognize these patterns to know what you are thinking saying and doing.
That way they can program certain phrases to be said when you think, say or do certain things.
This makes the whole stalking, harassing and mind controlling process basically automated.

It's like an evil version of SIRI. A computer is monitoring your neural activity via REMOTE NEURAL MONITORING and delivering these phrases to you via "Artificial Telepathy" whenever certain Neural patterns are Triggered.

For example,
If you are brushing your teeth, your neural activity will be different than if you are picking your nose.
So let's say you're picking your nose. Initially, your handlers will see you picking your nose via their remote neural montioring technology (which you can look up on your own)
They will create a pattern with your neural activity and save it in the computer as "picking nose"
Every time you pick your nose, they (or their computers) will recognize similar activity and add it to the "picking nose" pattern so no matter how you're picking your nose, their computers will know.
Then your handlers will record a several different comments every time you pick your nose and label these phrases
These phrases will be set to go off however they decide they want them to, whenever you're picking your nose.

Another example,
Lets say you're trying to figure something out and after long mental effort, you finally figure it out.
At that moment when you finally figure out what you were trying to figure out, your neural activity will be different than when it was when you were trying to figure it out but still hadn't yet.
Every time you figure something out, you have that same feeling you did last time and therefore the same activity.
Imagine that that neural activity is saved as a pattern labelled "figured it out"
Every time you figure something out now, the computer will recognize that pattern and know that "you figured it out"
Now your handlers can record a few different phrases they want you to hear whenever you figure something out and assign those phrases for you to hear whenever you do.
So now every time you figure something out, you'll hear in your head..."wow, he figured it out" or "the kid really figured that out!"

As time goes on, they will manually create more and more patterns for everything you think, say and do.
They will also create more and more phrases that you will hear to go with those patterns.
These phrases are repeated throughout your day/life as you think/say/do certain things that TRIGGER them.
New phrases are added every so often and adapted to suit you and to keep you thinking someone is watching.
Eventually they will have you completely mapped out and your monitoring and torturous trauma and fear based mind control "experiments" could be fully automated.

One could only imagine what they wish to do with this technology after theyre done using us to help make it....
I imagine they plan on "auto-targeting" anyones brain who becomes a problem to the NWO or society itself

[Devin]

Hearing contradicting phrases repeated an uncountable number of times such as...
"He (really) thinks he is" and "He (really) thinks he isn't"
"He (really) does" and "He (really) doesn't"
"This is why we love him" and "I hate thid kid"
"He thinks he's smart" [sarcastically] and "He knows too much" [seriously]

These types of phrases are for creating what's called Cognitive Dissonance.
Google definition of Cognitive Dissonance: The state of having inconsistent thoughts, beliefs, or attitudes, especially as relating to behavioral decisions and attitude change.

This is to create mental conflicts for a plethora of reasons...I would imagine that they are not good ones.

When you hear these types of vague phrases, your brain automatically "fills in the blanks" and tries to complete the sentence so it makes sense.
You will subconsciously think of all the possible things that will fit.
Your brain will also remember and bring up things that you've recently thought or heard that are "on the surface" and try to use it to make sense out of the phrases.
I'm sure you can imagine how this can cause mental problems...

But the phrases I hear are not thought out or planned by me and they change over time as new ones are introduced in a way that seems logically like they are being maliciously thought out and recorded and then "programmed" to be played when triggered by neural activity that they "map" as described above in my first post.

I almost always figure out a way to "get around" these phrases mentally so that they do not do as much harm as they could...
After a long period of time or when I am sure that I have "overcome" the present phrases, I will start hearing new phrases or should I say hypnotic suggestions that I've never heard before. It is quite obvious that this is not my brain doing this and I am not making this up.
In fact, with just my limited knowledge of hypnosis and NLP, I'm able to "figure out" most of these phrases and their malicious purposes...
None of these phrases are ever said in my own voice, but there ARE people who get forced thoughts like these in their own inner voice, which is horrible.
They do this to force RAPPORT
Eventually your brain could get used to the forced thoughts and accept them as "normal" and "think" them automatically in response to "preconditioned" "situations" or experiences you're having that cause them to be remembered/triggered

[Anonymous]

You are absolutely correct. It is an isomorphic algorythm... And you are also 100% percent accurate in your post as far as your theory.. it is simply exactly as you describe.. a few pointers.. that "pattern" you refer to is a set, or series, of stimulated synapses they view from...something similar to an fmri capturing highlighted imagery, then those cells are accessed through nodes from the brain link interface.. those patterns are actually them neuroengineering parts of your brain to force those words or phrases... ot literally takes them hundreds.. of hours.. to compile those generic messages..

[Anon4chan1999]

The last few times they seem to be using voices that I know. I am glad somebody mentioned that they are not the voices that I thought. Every time I received the treatment it was after police randomly pull me over and drag me places. Hospital mostly room 12 they do elaborate skits about how they will set me up for crimes. They get sick and twisted too. They start with my bad habits. I am admittedly polyamouris they start with my partners this last time I was seeing three ladies. I could here their voices get mad at each other then turn on me. They decided they would set me up for pimping. Then came drugs,then came the most awful allegations. Sex crimes, awful terrible things they said in fact whoever wrote this script needs serious psychological help I am not sure who thinks that way. That's how they roll though, by hiding behind righteousness they are allowed to act on and meditate on their most sickest of instincts and run free in macabre and sinister desire. Just like Stafford experimentation humans are sick fucks if you allow them and the brave are few the ones who do not engage and even disapprove. The ones who stand out are few. My deepest passion, my deepest desire,and my greatest attribute is my parenting my will to raise my son. It's insatiable and all I care about. They use love against you. They torture you. They say they will hurt him kill him they play sounds that drive you nuts. Children getting hurt. It's fucking awful. What happened to Us? Why are we being murdered? Why don't they just murder us? Why are they torturing us?

[Kare]

There have been changes of course but here are the most common/enduring
"you're dead" anytime I become slighty uncomfortable.
"they're dead" for people I love or that they think I love.
Lately they call me "ugly" or "old" or "young and beautiful".
We're not going to kill you or she knows were not going to kill her I guess because at first I had fear that they might.
When in the support groups "you're all dead" and sometimes equate other Tis as my family.
"They're our agents" (regarding EVERYONE else including family and other Tis)
"He never loved you" or "He never liked you" when I think about a romantic partner Especially focusing on this one most recent guy whom I lost contact with mostly because of this.
They created scripts about framing me for his murder or helping him kill me and get away with it. "he's dead" or "you killed him" the male voice would claim to be him.
Every now an then they call me their baby or their agent (knowing I would rather die than be like them)
She blames other people for everything" anytime I think about someone else's part in events.
"kill yourself" or even "kill yourself please" when I react to anything they say.
"you're letting you're temperature spike" "we saw that temperature spike" or "your temperature tanked".
"we're going to find you" when I'm sailing alone unbothered. My translation=we're looking for a way to upset you.
"The police are going to kill you"
"Our agents are afraid of you" or "You thought we were afraid of you?" mockingly (I think these may be based on how true I am being to myself, focus=their fear)
You're hated" or "you're a hater" "we're haters"
If I think of anymore I will try and add to this. PS when I get in a good meditation they are silent for long periods afterword.

[guest]

"Get with the program...the shower taking program"
"Dinner & a movie"
"You're incredible"
"You're unbelievable"
"Governmental issue"
"order Dirty water"
"Your opinion doesn't matter"
"We're making a movie...you will not servive it"
"You are not a targeted individual, you're an honorary"
"You have a reindeer rooter on your computer"
"In the pool, by the pool, you act a fool
"You look/are retarded"
"You're an animal..you look/live like an animal"
"You let your hair down"
"You lost your halo"
"You're retarded and you don't even know it"
"You studied psychology/criminology"
"Why'd you take psychology"
"Why'd you move to (my city)"
"You are being programmed"
"You are a robot"
"We made you a robot (everyone else is a puppet)"
"Why would they create you"
"You're nasty/stupid/ugly/repugnant etc"
"This is her reality & this is reality"
"You live in a museum and people come to see you"
"We live in your internet/brainstem"
"You're in the colosseum"
"Reaction, no reaction, no opinion"
"You voted for Obama so you get the drama"
"You are not original"
"You're very ordinary"
"You're an ogre/demon/criminal/evil/whore"
"We don't love you, we don't like You, we don't want to sit beside you"
"We're your enemies"
"Your reality is not reality"
"You live in a cyclone/nightmare"
"You don't know reality"
"It'll be different"
"Extra extra read all about it"
"I read it on the internet, it must be true"
"New world order aligator"
"You could be a whore for the military"
"New world order whore"
"You're the Madonna"
"You're a container"
"You were made by the US Army"
"I'm an honorary dancing on the table for (my bf name)"
"It's raining, it's pouring, the old man is snoring"
"Calling all the roosters"
"You were pensatycky"
"You never checked your email"
"Make a payment plan"
"All your inuendo sitting by the window"
"You live in a hologram"
"You're a spy and you don't even know it"
"No one would marry/love you etc"
"Fuck me harder"
"End of the cycle, end the relationship"
"Better take a shower, you only have half an hour"
"Go find your ex"
"You're a horrible person"
"What is the difference"
"You're never getting married"
"You will never know me/who we are"
"You have never seen me, you have never met me, etc"
"We are not your neighbors"
"We went to your high school"
"Better change your underwear"
"You'll remember in December"
"You are getting married in January"
"You have a camera in your iris"
"You are not a genius"
"It is never ending"


My bfs name was Jeremy & this is what they said about him (we have broken up since then)
"Jeremy doesn't love you"
"Jeremy doesn't like you"
"Jeremy doesn't want to sit beside you"
"Jeremy fucked you, does he love you"
"Jeremy took a payment (on your pay pal)"
"Jeremy left you open/broken hearted"
"Jeremy took your halo"
"You can never change your number"
"Jeremy's got your number"
"Jeremy's got a mood ring"
"Jeremy got the golden ring"
"Jeremy is your enemy"
"Get rid of Jeremy"
"Jeremy is a rooster (living with a target)"
"Jeremy got an eagle"
"Jeremy is a puppet"
"We had to surveil you..We did it with Jeremy"
"We raped you with Jeremy"

[guest]

"We are making fun of you"
"You're living off your government"
"You're an honorary made by the military"
"You are a creation"
"You need another dungeon"
"Why am I a target"
"You're an honorary"
"You're a stupid whore"
"Nobody loves you"
"You are like a toddler/baby"
"You're our favorite to make fun of"
"Better fix your body"
"Better fix your body of knowledge"
"Better work your butt/stomach muscles"
"Lera, Lera,Lera Lera Lera"
"Nobody raped you"
"I raped you, you don't remember, you didn't like it"
"You will get no tingling"
"We're not gonna tingle you"
"Why do you like Freddy (that's what I call it when they move my body)"
"Take another tramadol"
"Lera Lera look in the mirror, see a little clearer"
"Lera is a personality"
"You're not Lera"
"There is no Lera (They always call me Lera & that is not my name)"
"You need another credit card"
"We raped you with a broom handle"
"We had to surveil you"
"You need a new religion, you have to be a Christian"
"Your religion is retarded (I have no religion)"
"You need a new religion, you have to be a new age wiccan"
"You're talking to a computer"
"Who's the evil genius..it's the military"
"It's your personality"
"You need a new personality"
"You have no personality"
"You're not an intj, we made you an infj"
"We gave you feelings"
"You have no emotions"
"Find another lover"
"You will meet your operator"
"You need a make up artist"
"We're fucking up your memory"
"You're an experimental subject of the military"
"You never got your masters"
"You'll never be a doctor/professor"
"We're gonna kill your family"
"Your whole family's a target"
"Find another target, everyone's a target"
"You have cognitive dissonance"
"We have you an enema"
"You are not a target"
"You have no alibi"
"We're going to frame you for murder"
"Flat earth model"
"You have no idol"
"We have you an idol (a model)"

[marhopki]

This is a tiny fraction of the V2K words but a a good idea of what squalid, mostly Hispanic human traffickers / gang stalkers with advanced communication such as microwave hearing, cochlear implants and remote neural molestation have transmitted at me in the past six years of targeting me from New Mexico to Minnesota:
"Were taking over the world"
"Get a shooter"
"I hit my mom"
"I killed my mom"
"I beat my mom"
"I could never see Marcus"
"Im gay"
"Fuck"
"Garbageites"
"Poison"
"Smell my Directed Energy Weapon"
"Your brain is my device interface"
"Your gonna get killed tonight"
"Im better (than you)"
Using names of my family, friends and others in a threatening or RNM spying way
"Montecello"
"Were raping you tonight"
"No Labredo for you" - like the dark and white mixed Jewish bread
"Heartattack"
"Shrunken penis"
"Asshole"
"Pain"
"Spic"
"Electric"
"Ha bitch"
"I own you"
"Prissy (to me although I am not)"
"I did it"
"I broke my mom"
"We made the world shaking"
"Satin"
"Evil"
Repeating parts of a song
"Pull up a chair"
"Were whores"
"Crispid"
"Demoncrats"
"(Your a) horse"
"(Your a) tomato"
"Come over here, come closer"
"We are Devils"
"I am Satin"
"Pillow" -infering torturing me all night
"Gangstalked"
"Donut"
"We rule the world"
"(We are) Wrongists"
"We blow out brains"
"You hit your mom"
"You took your mom"
"(Electric sepulchair)"
"Fuck me"
"Piece of shit"
"(Minuet Pathogen laden Projectiles coming to penetrate you again soon)"

[gurst]

"Red rover, red rover, we dare you over"
"You could have been a model, you could have been a lawyer, you would have been adoctor"
"You were abducted"
"You were adopted by the military"
"You will be evacuated"
"We control you"
"We are taking over"
"You are never thinking, someone's thinking for you"
"Your reality is never reality"
"We will revelate you"
"We will educate you"
"You have been re-educated"
"You can be a democrat"
"Why would they rape you"
"There are no operators"
"We will operate you"
"You will not survive it"
"You live like an animal"
"We made you an animal"
"You are an animal"
"It's cognitive behavioral therapy"
"You will need therapy"
"This is why you're stupid"
"We control your muscles"
"You need a new religion"
"We are making fun of you all the time"
"Everybody knows who you are"
"Blame it on the government"
"We are not the government"
"We're with the government"
"We are not the military"
"We are with the military"
"Everybody is in the military"
"Why are/were you with Jeremy..because you are being mind controlled"
"Jeremy's gonna rule you in your movie"
"We're making a movie"
"You are being followed"
"You never pay attention"
"Why would they follow you"
"You are only lonely"
"Why are you so lonely"
"We're making a movie, the camera is in your iris"
"You were getting wired (in the mental hospital)
"There's a camera in your iris"
"You've got to figure it out"
"You'll never figure it out"
"We gave you a rainbow"
"You were never young and beautiful"
"You are getting older"
"You're never getting younger"
"You will never know us"
"Jeremy was recording you and putting it on the internet but no one would watch it
"What is the difference" (between me and other targets) "they are all praying" (I am not and am not religious)
"They are gonna rape you"

[France Helena]

all those phrases are directed to humilliation to degradate the victims. They pretend to challenge you, measuring your abilyties and respondes or reactions. If you don`t know that you answer, you are afraid, you get horrorized or angry. In my case, I laugh at them, I insult and get back their insults saying all what you are saying is what you are. What`s a pity, a human being becoming a worst. If they say: bitch, son of the b... I don`t respond so they answer hey.. didn`t you hear? I don`t response again. They attack worst but i get ignore them. They say we are going to kill you, did you hear little bithc?. I admit I suffer but I said All of you are going to die, too. so it doesn`t matter. I am not afraid about death. You are trembling about. and so on. they want you to get afraid, scar,etc. I know it is very difficult but the get a victim get cinic at the final. It confronts them. Dear Tis. I live in Colombia South America. I am very afected Maybe they kill me but I am fighting and I don`t give up. Thank you for this opportunity to tell you about my experience. Bye

[notyoureyes]

Had visions/supernatural events and premonitions since childhood which showed up later in life.

Dream manipulation/subconscious mindhacking aside:

"You're not good"
"I'M GOOD/BAD!"
"You're (are) bad/trying/dumb/stupid/retarded/pathetic/crazy/afraid/done"
"You're lost/tired/late/pathetic/weird"
"You are (alright?)"
"You(re) fucking up"
"You'll never have a child"
"Go commit suicide"
"We hate you"
(name) we/you can tell, alright?"
"Get out"
"No, you're not"
"No/nope"
"You are sick/fighting/hell"
"You(re) alright/good"
"You're mine"
"Oh, my God!"
"They won't help you"
"(name) you're dying"
"There you go"
"No worries"
"Keep looking/talking/trying/walking"
"Keep talking loud/big"
"Yeah, you will!" -(when I have violent and manipulated impulsive thoughts towards others)
(name) I'm/got good!"
"I/WE KNOW!"
"I know, right?"
"They know/already know"
"You(re) not an artist"
"You're (are) dead/going to hell/jail"
"You can tell"
"You are (in) hell"
"(name) I'm/You're (are) fake"
"I(You) look good!"
"How sweet..."
"You're (are) a pedophile/failure!"
"You're (are) the anti-christ!" -(playing on my experiences and hospitalization a few years back)
"We're not!"
"You(re) not (this)"
"(name) we/you (fucking) know (alright?)"
"They're/It's not going to help"
"I/We don't love you"
"Jump"
"I/We/You don't care!"
"Now we know!" (Whenever I look or think for inspiration)
"You're not helping"
"You'll be sorry"
"We're serious"
"It's not good"
"You (you're) a faggot/fag/straight!"
"You'(re) fat"
"I'm/You're lame"
"I/You (fucking) need hell/help"
"I'm/It's all good" -(contradicting what I felt after being attacked)
"You don't understand him"
"You only want/just doing it to look good"
"Get (fucking) hell/fat/big"
"They won't (fucking) help/help you"
"You GOT hard/fat" -(along with thought manipulation. My body has no reaction)
"You(re) right!"
"You're (not) hard/cool"
"You killed her!"
"You did this!"
"They're/it's not helping"
"Give up"
"God will fuck you up"
"We will"
"Whatta you talkin' 'bout?"
"Go to (fucking) hell"
"You fucking know"
"Need help?" (DJ's voice)
"Fake Jesus"
"(name) you got big"
"It won't help"
"You (will) (fail)"
"We love her" -(referring to my sibling, who shows many signs of targeting)
"He knows!"
"You don't/will never know"
Go home"

Pretty sure they're doing all they can to kill every emotion and make me a suicidal Manchurian Candidate. 

[notyoureyes]

A lot of their tactics involve thought insertion/name-calling (attempt to weaken emotion) then sarcastically reacting positively if I listen to them. It's a repeated cycle of anxiety and confusion if I give in to it.

[Dev]

Thoughts that trigger intense emotional reactions are more memorable and make deeper imprints in the memory

Just the thought of thinking something (not technically even thinking it) is enough to trigger the actual thought and any memories or thoughts that have already been associated with it.

1 thought can open up a mental "can of worms" triggering other thoughts whether wanted or unwanted

Even just thinking about not wanting to think about something that does this will CAUSE you to immediately think the thoughts and open up the can of worms.

These "worms" are already imprinted thoughtforms and memories that are experienced in the mind as soon as the NLP anchor/trigger/thought/etc causes the thought chain-reaction

The more this happens the more it will happen more and more as it is like a snowball effect getting worse over time as you try to fight it off and defend yourself, only fueling the problem more giving it more attention and rehearsing it while more thoughts and memories are added and remembered the next times the "can of worms" gets triggered off in your brain

You get so used to them talking shit to you about stuff in your brain that you start doing it automatically yourself thinking of things you think They might say about what's going on in the moment
At this point, you're perping yourself and your brain is now a weapon automatically incriminating you and more

They will say 1-2 line "open" sentences that essentially trap you into trying to realize and figure out what they said and what they mean so that you are stuck wondering having no real idea wanting to know though so coming up with all types of potential reasons and things they couldve said or meant

They do this to keep you wondering and to get you to think a TON of unwanted thoughts that open up "cans-of-worms" more and more over time

"He thinks he is"
"He thinks he isn't"

Said randomly throughout the day repeatedly...

My brain automatically tries to apply (something) to relate to what they (could be) saying "I think I am _" "I think I'm not _"
Throughout the days, weeks, months and years, my brain will keep automatically thinking about all types of potential things they are saying, triggering more and more "reactive thoughts" (usually negative)
and keeping me in a state of stress in a neverending arguement inude my head

[Dev]

They are conditioning my brain to think incriminating thoughts "against me" and then commenting and harassing me about having the thoughts and trying to convince me that it's me and that I'm lying and they're not doing anything yet the mother fuckers are talking to me now

Its entrapment at a distance using your own brain against you by using language and NLP tactics to "condition" your brain to think and react how they want, which is basically not at all what you want...

Trying not to think incriminating thoughts only causes you to think random incriminating thoughts more and more over time as this process continues causing much stress and agrivation snowballing out of control with seemingly no end in sight and no hope it will ever go away

Trying to corrupt and destroy your brain / mind safely and anonymously at a distance while dumbing you down with stress and trauma and keeping your brain busy trying to figure out what they are saying constantly trolling harassing and talking shit knowing you can't say a word to anyone about it
All while constantly threatening your life and your afterlife in a plethora of sick fucked up ways to keep you in a state of fear and not knowing also causing you to think of what you would do in all scenarios or just making you want to kill yourself to avoid the possibility of any of the things happening

They say things to make you feel awkward on purpose so you feel uncomfortable around people and distance yourself from them
They also want to make you feel like shit about yourself
All you have to do is compare yourselves to them though and you feel better xD

[Jennifer fairchild]

"This girl knows everything"
"We’re fucked"
"You’re fucked"
"We got her right where we want her"
"Everyone thinks they know but she is the only one who really knows"
"She’s nothing like we thought she was"
"Help us"
"Who is this girl"
"She doesn’t do anything we tell her to do" -While I’m reading or gathering information they repeat the words (forget it)

Death threats

"Your mom and sister are going to die"
"Listen to me"
"Listen" (followed by a loud noise)
"Haha" (laughs to make you believe they have the upper hand)
"We need you to do everything we tell you"
"She’s to pretty to be with an Arab"

Comments about my body every time I take a shower

Trying to dictate my every move
(raise your arm, sit with your legs crossed, play with your hair, put your hand on your face etc.)

"Nobody’s going to believe you"

[Ernest Dudas]

Mine began circa 2007. It is usually two or three females voices which rotate(maybe five of the same female voices total) and one male raspy voice. My first memory was my last name being chanted over and over as if it were coming from outside my front door. Then I heard "faggot"and "fucked up" for the first few years. I hear my inner voice as someone else's
I don't hear my inner voice anymore
These last couple of years it is mostly:

"Stupid"-every move or thought I make and it repeats over and over for 1 minute or more
"That's a stupid man"-every thought I make
"Absolutely"-almost every thought I make
"You're a dead man"- after a long bout of repetitive V2k
"Sweet man"-when I feel like they've won
"I don't think so"- when I feel like I'm in control
"Beautiful man"-when I feel like I'm being punished
"I hate you"
"Bye whore"
"Ernie"-my nickname
"Stupid acting"
"Such a stupid man"- as I'm posting this
"What does it mean"
I feel I have forgotten other things I've heard, this is the gist of it lately. I hope this helps. Take care, much love to all the TIs out there.

[Eddie Moren]

They all must have the same script I hear almost the same thing.

I started hearing at first in November of 2004, "Do you want schizophrenia?"
"Well you got it were giving it to you"
The thing is when this started I had no idea what schizophrenia even was.
Currently I hear,
"Were gonna lock you up we got so much information on you".
"If I were you I'd just kill myself"
The thing about this is I have no felonies and never committed any major crime.
They go on and on about "we know what you did" "there's nothing you can do to stop us"
They never tell me what i supposavly did.
They constantly harrass me 24/7 about every move i make or thought i have. When I think about certain people that might have put me in this torture program i get a strong electronic frequency tone that lasts less than a minute. I always have the constant ringing but when i think of certain people that might be behind this i get zapped with a tone.

My voices are male and female usually 5-7 different people. But they have impersonated many different people.

Taken from m.facebook.com/groups/225182261393507?view=permalink&id=226029347975465

[Audi Driver]

I've been gang stalked for 7 months by the NCA. They are extremely narcissistic and cruel. The technology being used by them is backscatter X rays which is a high frequency EMF torture weapon which can see through walls. They are supposed to have a warrant and appropriate authorization before it's used, however they are blasting me with this 24/7 without a warrant. We need to unite and fightback against this abuse of power. Please help sign the petition www.change.org/p/ban-nca-from-using-backscatter-x-ray-tech-which-can-produce-indecent-images-of-children

[Devin]

It seems like these tactics are to take over control slowly more and more over time and see how many changes they can make
These changes can get us to forget who/how we were before and make it easier for them to get us to think, talk and act like they want as we desperately try to be anything but the worst they want us to be

It's like when you feel awkward and uncomfortable or just don't know what to say so you just say whatever comes yo mind or do anything else to not feel awkward...
If they can cause you to be like this in the first place, they can also be the ones to put those thoughts in your head when you're reaching for something to say and give you something to say or do when you're desperately trying not to feel awkward or uncomfortable

[renmac]

V2K I've been hearing for about seven yrs now. Once the perp let me hear an Arab conversation it sounded like it was on a speaker. I also heard a Spanish man once but that one sounded normal. He called me a witch. He also said watch out for the woman with the very long finger nails. I thought to myself what are you talking about. I was just arriving at a well known restaurant and as I walked in to get in line and pay for my food the woman behind the counter had very long finger nails. I'm forty eight and I really only started hearing v2K constantly at age forty but ever since I was ten yrs old I had experiences that I considered spiritual I now contribute this to v2K. The perps try to use this to discredit my faith in God so it's a struggle. My family was also being stalked. I had a sister mother and myself all heard a radio playing in our ear when no radio was around. My dad blurted out to me I want off the radar. Since we have never spoken much about what I was going through I may have mentioned FBI that I had called but I was still surprised he said radar. That's four family members so if I'm schitsophrenic then mom dad sis are also. I have ptsd and it's hard emotionally to try to remember everything I went through but I want to briefly explain some main things. I was tortured at one point extreme with sound and images. I saw various things while hearing v2K. A cattle iron with 666 coming at my forehead. A glass box I was inside with xxx being written on each side. At the same time I was being told that it was being done with a computer screen and a pen. I saw a military man with a shot gun aimed at my forehead while hearing this is gorilla warfare, psychological warfare,truth or dare, get low to the ground,I'm going to kill you. This lasted until I couldn't take it and attempted suicide.My thinking at the time was what can I do to stop this torture. I decided it was more merciful to end my life. Reaching out to others wasn't an option yet because I had kept it a secret for so many years and in the time of need during the torture I just couldn't think straight. Before my attempt suicide they also started sending electric stimulation it felt electrical hard to explain anyway a lot of threats about me sexually and killing me went on plus images of things I would have never expected. Children,animals images of things like that it made me sick. I also saw an image of myself . Later I would end up seeing several images of people I knew who were male. In my past I had known a man who was transgender and I made biblical comments to him and questioned in my heart what God thought. The perp explained to me he could read my memory. I didn't believe him. Anyway this will make sense just read on. The images of these men would flip as if on a projector screen. I'm ashamed of this but I was thinking oh how neat. I admired some of the men he was showing me. Then the perp said you don't know what your saying. Then one image of one of the men stayed constantly. After months I began getting confused. Do you remember me saying I had asked God about transgender? The perp was playing games. I later ran all the way to south Carolina to try to get away and as soon as I got off the bus I had a cab pick me up to take me to the shelter. He drove straight to the men's shelter. I finally found the women's shelter about two three blocks away and I go inside she has me sign papers points to the floor inside the bathroom says your sleeping here we have no more beds. Takes me outside says put all your things in this trash bag and leave it here. There was another trash bag there with DNA written on it. Since I wasn't at the time aware how this technology works I thought the perps had someone come to the shelter and stage that I understand now how through manipulation to our thoughts and minds that a number of things could have taken place to get DNA on a trash bag while hearing V2K calling me a fag and seeing an image stuck in my head of a man. Unreal what I went through as a woman. My brain finally cracked again one day my self image was shattered plus I was being humiliated verbally and abused. The perp told me he said I can't just be one person I have to sleep that there were others helping but that one hated me very bad. I ask his name he said I can't tell you that but call him Wolf. He had told me many times before that this was also a game that many in he said was a different social status than myself loved to play. At times the perp seemed OK then I would hear random cursing. Gd f*** b*** constant. I realized the ground game was actually real when I headed back to my hometown later and as I walk inside the bus station I see a poster board with magic marker taped to the front desk WOlf2689 and Lindsay6789 like it was a score board perhaps. Perp only let my imagination run wild laughing at me. I knew the other girl whose name was on the poster board. Well that's enough talk for a day I just wanted to express how traumatic this has been and I'm only scratching the surface at what happened.

[V.C]

my experience has been threats of death, thr gonna kill me etc. certain trigger words etc.

TRIGGER WORDS
"gimp"
"blimp"
"shrimp"
"lump"
"dump"
"pinhead"

these are main ones throughout the years but thy use more deppending on wht im doing.

the loop phrase thy mainly use is

"fuck you fuck me fuck you fuck me" repeatedly especially whn im trying to focus on something like work or reading etc. thy also use "fun you fun me"

"fuck you you coconut blimp" thy use this when i go against wht thr trying to scare me of or laugh at what thr trying to v2k. most the time i think its pathetic and laugh to myself. at present thy have puppet gang stalkers following me around trying to make me feel like im being watched. i poke tonges at them and laugh most the time. the threats and everything is pretty much the same as everyone else.

whn i lick my lips immediately i hear in my head "lick yur lips and shake yur fucking hips" lol thy turn it off and on at will. its really pathetic. especially whn i see the gang stalkers. i dont get why anyone in thr normal mind would waste thr time and energy on such stupidity. power of the dollar? or nothing better to do with thr missriable pathetic lives lol. peace and love to t.i's. get at me if yu have any questions

[RBT]

The commentaries are supposed to control, but the reality is they do not control or ‘own’ my thoughts. In addition, they attempt to cause or provoke thoughts through memory to gain access to knowledge I have.
The best example I can give would be, early on Jonathan Joiner, John T. Joiner’s son would ask “What is a Call Option”, “What is a Put Spread”, “What is a Straddle”? All done in an attempt to gain knowledge …. similar to the Batman Character ‘Enigma’. To me it is absurd to attempt to garnish knowledge from someone simply to avoid learning on their own. In addition, my family on my father’s side were gamblers. My father was affiliated with the former Dunes Hotel in Las Vegas. There are people he was affiliated with. At one point Mr. Joiner would try and lead me to believe that they were stealing my identity.
The other grossly negative aspect outside of sleep deprivation and knowing my every thought and move, is they can gain personal information like bank account numbers, social security numbers, trading account numbers, driver’s license number etc. In effect they can steal my identity.
To any Senator, Mayor, High–Profile Business Owner, Software Developer etc., would you want this done to you? Business deals and the details known to anyone else other than the parties involved. When you think of the dynamics and magnitude, the possibilities are endless. There is no privacy. This has stripped me of my inalienable rights to life liberty and the pursuit of happiness. At the very least this is an invasion of privacy afforded to me by our Constitution.
One of the few things I am relatively assured of is they will never submit to a polygraph or answer any questions truthfully regarding their involvement!
Prompts to kill myself….2 attempted suicides to date.
Do you understand?
Do you want to know something?
You’re a piece of shit!
No one will hire you
I’m going to kill you
My family will kill you
Someone will be waiting for you when you get home
Next is your brother
Your friends are going to be jailed
We know everything you do
You’re losing your mind/out of your mind
You’re insane
No one will believe you
This is not traceable
You can’t prove anything
Are you happy Ellen?
Michael is responsible
Scotty isn’t on ‘line’
This is John Joiner
Now do you get it? (When I attempt to apprise Joiner of the negatives ….like knowledge of Supply Chain Management)
I’m shutting my mouth
I am a Country Sheriff /You have made/proven your point/tell me something/Let me ask you something (Ellen Joiner)
Let me help you out/ understand… (Thomas W Murphy)
Nothing you can do about it
Michael is laughing his ass off
You don’t give a F#ck you never cared about anything
You don’t care so why should we return anything

Again please understand, there are several people with no more than a HS education, but are paid salaries that are normally reserved for those who have earned their position in that sphere. To participate in an activity that is intended to ruin one’s life by occupying mind continually is at the very least sadistic.

[plato]

“You’re cool”
“He got mad”
“Mhmm”
“You’re scratching”
“He knows”
“I think he’s better than you”
“That sucked”
“Can I (lick)”
“That’s sad”
“Girlfriend”
“What movie-(are you gonna-(watch))”
“?You know what?”
“You’re tight”
*distant noise (outburst)
“What-“
“That is the first time...”
“Fine!..”
“-Crazy people”
“That’s gangstalking!”
“Piece of!...”(shit)
“Oh my!-(Gosh/God)”
“What happened?”(interjection)
“I think your...”(defers to program or application or computer)
“You got us caught...”
“Mumbles/groans”
“Ready?...”
Male/Female young/adult
Male with a raspy voice
“Punch (Drunk)”
“Okay”
“Hacking!”
*voices pan off to the side (left *ear)
*voices become drowned out or indecipherable
“Mmm, look.”

All I am willing to leave now. This is a session starting from the time I created this reply to current events as they unfolded. V2k drains a lot of my energy, so I can’t say more. The gangstalkers make it seem like my upstairs neighbors are the ones attacking me and I can hear them through the walls, or ceiling, rather. The voice to skull always seems that it is coming from above me and varies in direction, depending on where I am currently situated. Both physical and neurological harrassment ensues...Please, any input would be helpful. I am also seeking information or further insight into the matter. I will try to make more detailed logs in the future. Thank you.

[Rebecca]

Here are some of the repeated phrases I here but there is more.
Alot of the phrases I hear are said in nasty/spiteful tone of voice for example well done.
The word I hear the most is "Stupid" and the phrases I hear the most  is "your so stupid" "your so spasticated" "stupid mong"

* Random person name/inanimate object "Is going to like it when we turn you into a schizophrenic.
   Random person name/inanimate object "isn't going to like it when we turn you into a schizophrenic.

* "see what I mean"
* "look at that" 
*"look at that, look at that "
* eyyy
*stupid mong"
"You like that do you/ya?
* "your so spasticated"
* "holy moly" 
 * "see where I'm coming from."
* " what do you know about that.
* that is the thing
* that is the thing, that is the thing.
* You can tell can't you.
* what do you know about that. 
* very interesting
* very, very interesting
*hooray, hooray, hooray (sarcasm)
*hallelujah
*goodness me
* there you go then. 
* hee hee hee (sarcasm)
* good grief
* shit a brick
* how amazing is that
* see what I mean
* see what I mean, see what I (emaphsis on I) mean
* that's more like it
* yes I see where your coming from
* amazing
*look at that, look at That!
* put some music on
* put some music on now
* how amazing is that
* Anna (name of voice)
*Rob (name of voice)
* she's going to have another cigarette
* your so stupid
* your so spasticated
* your so disgusting
* your so ugly 
* it's not fair
* getting me horny now
* I'm going to cum in a minute
* stupid bitch 
* stupid cow
* your so ugly
* bang on
* seriously 
* unbelievable 
* now then
* sorry but
* sort of thing
* nice work, nice work (sarcasm) 
* isn't even funny (when I laugh)
*your joking? (Different voice) no I'm not joking.
*laughter*
* it is , no it isn't, it is, no it isn't, yes it is
* I'm going to cum now
* I'm so horny
* we don't fancy her
* You should look in the mirror more often
* your taking the piss now
* very horny now
* oh dear me (sarcasm)
* it doesn't make a difference
* what did I tell you
* don't think so
* round of applause (sarcasm)
* record holder
* I'm trying not to laugh ( sarcasm)
* she needs to sleep now, not going to happen.
* not going to happen
*music playing*
* horrendous programme
* it doesn't matter does it
* what about bloody that
* dirty little bitch
* were not flirting with her
* stop flirting/ stop flirting with us
* strange
* she's had enough now (carries on)
* omg
* she's a lesbian
* she fancies her
* You can see why she s putting weight on
* weight gain
* your joking me
* new record / new record holder
* it's a government programme 
* were not the government
* piss off

* fuck off 
* see what I mean boo (my nickname) 
See what I mean Anna / Rob/ Robert
* Robert see where I am coming from
* see where I am coming from Robert/ Rob/ Anna/ boo 
 
I hear birds chirping and they say " I'm just a little bird, can you hear me?

[Craig Laforest]

"I will cuntify your God"
"Tell your fucking God to go fuck himself"
"I will kill you because of what you said about children" (because the cowards have stopped me from helping children/giving back)
"I use people like you"
"You are my toy, my slave"
"I hate you faggot" and "You fucking bitch"
"I don't give a fucking damn about your privacy"
"James Cameron (film director with whom I lived for 4-5 months) hated you from the outset"

[Carl]

For my safety I will not be disclosing any information that could be used to easily identify myself in this account. Anyone with questions can contact me via the encrypted email address provided at the end of this. I have recently been diagnosed with a terminal neurological disease and want to ensure that this information is recorded for posterity before my mental faculties begin to slip. Writing this in a coherent fashion is already requiring a massive amount of effort.



I am a citizen of the United States of America. I am white, male and between the ages of 25 and 45. I was told I was adopted as an infant and have had no contact with my biological family. My adopted family was affluent and my childhood and adolescence was fairly normal. No abuse, neglect or anything like that. At the age of 6 my adopted family began taking me to see a psychologist. I would continue to see this psychologist on a bi-weekly basis for the next 18 years. There was a period of time where I did not see him for a couple years but after a traumatic event I was asked to begin seeing him again.



At the age of 12 or 13 I was taken to a psychiatrist who began prescribing various psychotropic drugs. I would remain on these specific drugs for roughly ten years before I quit them cold turkey at the age of 23. It was shortly after this decision that things began to deteriorate for me. Quitting was difficult and the withdrawal and side effects were unpleasant but manageable. After a couple of weeks without the drugs they had been giving me I began to feel much better, physically and mentally. This coincided with increasingly difficult and hostile life circumstances. My relationships and friendships began to deteriorate and disintegrate. Contact with family was increasingly strained, despite us having survived shared emotionally traumatic events more-or-less intact. I was increasingly isolated until my world consisted almost entirely of relationships built online.



In 2008 or 2009 I was told I could no longer live in my apartment. I had to pack everything I owned into a car and was effectively homeless. I spent most of my time sleeping on couches of people I had met online. Eventually I was offered a more permanent place to stay with a friend I had met online. They had ties to the military and government. I was shocked at their generosity. I went from sleeping in cars and on floors and couches to having my own room and unquestioned support from someone who was more-or-less a stranger. At the time I only considered this to be good luck. I would remain involved with this person and their family for the next few years, even moving across the country with them and acquiring an apartment directly above them.



My mental state continued to deteriorate over this period of time, as did my physical health. Contact with my family was almost non-existent by this point. I began to experience episodes of intense physical pain and mental exhaustion. I began to hear voices that were not coming from my brain. They were weird at first, but generally harmless. Over the next few years they would steadily increase in volume and negativity. I lived above one member of this family for exactly one year before they suggested I move back to stay with another member of the family with very close ties to the military. I agreed and moved back.



I spent almost one year exactly in this location. During this time my physical and mental states continued to deteriorate steadily. The voices got louder and more demanding. They began to issue commands which I found hard to resist. These started out as harmless tasks, such as walking to the 24 hour food store at 3:24 am to buy 6 red apples or rearranging the stuff in my car in a certain pattern. The tasks became increasingly dangerous and harmful. The voices, which I now believe were a form of voice-to-skull (V2K) technology demanded I drive recklessly, disregard personal safety and engage in other forms of risky behavior. At the time I didn't understand why but I realize now I was being programmed in a very methodical and specific way. The torment culminated with me putting a loaded Mossberg 500 shotgun under my chin and pulling the trigger, which I did without hesitating. Obviously the weapon failed to fire (cause was reported as a bad primer, despite this being new factory made ammunition). After the weapon failed to discharge I was ordered by the voice in my head to drive as fast as possible to the nearest hospital and report exactly what happened. I did precisely that, driving many miles an hour over the speed limit to the point where I blew out a tire. I abandoned my vehicle and walked the last quarter mile to the hospital.



I was asked by the emergency department personnel to wait in my room while they got a specialist. This took several hours. The specialist asked me to voluntarily check myself in for psychiatric observation. I agreed without hesitation. I spent three days in the psychiatric unit and was given a new set of drugs and then released. A week later my friend informed me he was taking a job in a different part of the country and let me know I had to leave. A couple days later I was told I had gall stones and would need surgery. A member of my family contacted me and said that I could stay with them while I had surgery and recovered. My family was suddenly back in my life in a profound way. I left about a week later. I spent two days at my relative's house before an apartment pretty much fell into my lap. My parents were happy to pay for it and ensure that all my medical bills were covered. I kept taking the same combination of drugs that had been prescribed to me at the psychiatric unit. These were now prescribed by a family doctor who had no problem dispensing psychiatric medication without questions.



The voices continued throughout this period. They did not demand anything harmful or dangerous of me. I was instructed to read certain things, watch certain films and videos and so on. I had a sense of deep trepidation and despair on the day of my surgery. There was something “off” about the surgeon and his staff. Everything was too slick, too practiced. He was friendly and solicitous and claimed to be from the same area I had grown up. He showed me various pictures of places I had frequented while growing up. It seemed as if puzzle pieces were simply falling into place by themselves. The day of my surgery I was calm and relaxed and utterly terrified. I knew without a doubt that when I came out of anesthesia I would not be myself anymore.



When I woke up I was told the surgery was a success and that there had been no complications. I was given a massive prescription for painkillers and sent on my way. I recovered physically in no time at all, but something had changed in the way I processed information and my world. I felt as though something of my personality had been cut out and discarded. The voice was still there but it was clearer now. It was more familiar. I trusted it implicitly where before I had questioned it or become angry at it from time-to-time. It also began to fade in frequency.



This began the next phase of my torment and programming. I had always been disposed to action films, weapons and military history but my appetite for this subject matter skyrocketed after my surgery. Within a couple of weeks of my surgery I had purchased my first firearm. Shortly thereafter I moved in with a girl I had met. I suddenly had a fairly normal life without much effort. Money was always available no matter how badly I managed my finances. After moving the torment intensified. Information, it seemed, was being shoved into my brain at a frantic pace. My thoughts were routinely stolen, analyzed and replaced with something slightly different. The voice became a system of colors.



I still heard the voices from time-to-time but now I would analyze a situation and a flash of color would appear which indicated whether or not I should proceed with my decision or avoid it and attempt something else. Green and upper left meant “go”, red and lower right meant “avoid”. I didn't question this. Almost every decision, from which way to walk, to where to spend my money or whether or not to take a job has been dictated by this system. I have tried intentionally choosing “red” decisions but this invariably leads to pain and suffering, both physical and mental. After a string of “red” decisions I began being targeted with some sort of directed energy weapon, probably electromagnetic or microwave based, given what I have read about similar accounts.



While living with my girlfriend and now spouse I have been instructed to voluntarily admit myself to psychiatric units over five times. These visits seems to come in 9-12 month intervals and I never really remember much from my time there. Each time I am released a little more of who I am has been cut out and replaced. My thoughts are more accessible to my handlers. My desire to train and learn more about weapons, tactics and other information related to engaging in successful attacks against various targets increases. I am compelled to buy more weapons, more ammunition, more equipment. I have tried selling my weapons and ammunition many, many times but within a month or two I suddenly have an excess amount of money and I am compelled to replace what I have lost. I always have a magazine fed semi-automatic rifle, usually an AR15 variant, and a 9mm semi-automatic pistol with at least 1,000 rounds for each weapon. I have also been compelled to buy tactical gear such as webbing, belts and so on despite having no military training or realistic reason for owning these items. They are simply something I need to have. When I do not have them I suffer mentally and physically until I reacquire them.



I was compelled to find training beyond what is written on the internet or posted on YouTube groups. I began looking at formal training in firearms very shortly after moving in with my girlfriend. I attended numerous classes that ranged from basic marksmanship up to intermediate and advanced close quarters battle with a carbine, pistol and shotgun. I began to make friends with people who had served in the military and were willing to teach even more things, such as fighting in built up areas, advanced driving techniques, setting up ambushes, surveillance and escape and evasion in urban environments. I was abruptly told to stop associating with these individuals and stop taking classes by the voices. I was instructed to continue to practice what I had learned, however.



The command came at an odd time but it played out to what I think was a specified pattern. I was told to join a group online. I was also told that I should report information about this group to a federal agency. I filled out a report online and within a week I was being taken to an office where I was asked whether I would be willing to infiltrate a group that was considered to be a threat. I was told I would be paid, that my spouse would be kept safe and that I would be serving my country. I remember them speaking a certain phrase that just “clicked” as if a switch in my brain had been thrown and I immediately agreed. I signed some documents and handed control over to them “officially”. I was given my first task shortly thereafter when I was asked to attend a meeting.



I drove for fourteen hours straight, gathered information for several hours and then drove fourteen hours straight back. During this time I did not sleep, nor did I feel as though I needed to sleep despite being tired. I was hungry but did not feel as though I had to eat. These basic concerns were suppressed under a constant pounding in my head urging me to “keep going”. It was impossible to turn off. Even the music I was listening to on the drive seemed to reinforce the message. I reported what I had learn, was paid a large sum of money and told I would be contacted in the future.



I have been doing this for a few years now. Every now and then I receive a phone call or a text and I feel compelled to go and do what they ask. Some of these locations have been exceedingly dangerous. I have been stabbed, had firearms pointed at my head and been physically threatened but I have never cared at the time. The only thing that mattered was completing my task. The constant “keep going” resonating in my skull at various volumes ensuring that I followed through with my task even at the expense of my life or my health.



Since I began working for the government I have not known a day of peace. The stress is constant. I am always on edge, always ready to be subjected to violence or death. I was scared at first but now it is simply a part of my day. My dreams are nightmares and when I wake up the stress is always there. The behavior and routines that define me and that have been implanted into my brain click on seconds after I return to consciousness and it all begins again. I lie to everyone about my well being. I am always “alright” or “doing fine” or “good” despite wanting to scream. My free will has been mostly erased at this point. I just follow the colors most of the time. I see my psychiatrist every 2-3 months to receive more drugs. I tried stopping them and ended up attempting to kill myself again. This meant another trip to a psychiatric unit. I was released in under 48 hours as I agreed to resume the drugs. This is unusual for a psychiatric unit, especially a suicide attempt. At minimum most people can expect at least 72 hours and usually longer. The average is about five days. As soon as I agreed my discharge was being drawn up.



I think that the technology has limitations, or more likely I have outlived my usefulness. I have a terminal neurological disease now that will ensure that the destruction of my memories of all of this has a rational explanation. Further, the diagnoses I have received at the regular psychiatric unit check-ins ensures I will never be taken seriously. Any normal person would take a look at my history and chalk everything up to psychosis, but all of this has happened and continues to happen. I have 1 or 2 years of normal mental functioning left. I have no idea what they will make me do next. I have tried so hard to fight it, but I am simply not strong enough.



I don't recognize myself anymore and I cannot reconcile who I was as a child and young adult with what I have become. I know things that I shouldn't know. I understand how to do things without ever having received normal training. I am in constant pain, mental or physical or both, and the voices and colors are always there to keep me in check. The chemical control under the guise of psychiatric medication is always there as well. I am a slave to the whims of my handlers, whoever they are. I have stopped trying to figure out why. Now I only try and make as many good memories as I can before my memories are destroyed or I am suicided for knowing too much or failing to meet the goals of my handlers. I think I have maybe a year or two left.



I want other people to know that these programs are real, that they are tied into every facet of life and that lives are being destroyed. There must be many, many more like me each with a part to play or to replace the ones that fail or complete their task and are destroyed to cover up the evidence.



To the others like me I wish I could offer some words of hope or compassion but I am resigned to my fate. I know this will never end until I am dead or locked in a psychiatric hospital or memory care facility where I will be effectively silenced. Keep fighting if you can, maybe you can get free.



That is all.



The red is been bright since I started writing this. Good luck.



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[DevIce]

As far as the fill in the blank phrases go...
Just realized that a lot of them are vague and sound like overgeneralizations

They repeat it over and over and because they aren't being specific and you have no idea what they're saying but you Really Really want to know as much info as you can,
you end up trying to fit Everything Else with it
If they call you a bad thing specifically rather than leaving a blank for your brain to fill it in (or do it after your brain does)

They can keep repeating it getting your brain to keep trying to figure out WHY they're calling you a _
And they'll do this so much that it will stay fresh in your brain and you may develop a habit of relating everything possible with what they're saying to see what fits the best and makes the most possible sense

But this is how your brain goes against you and you have unwanted thoughts
Because you are now thinking incriminating stuff about yourself For Them

If they keep calling you a thief, you're going to think of everything you've ever stolen
If after you've confessed everything you've ever stole and they're still saying it like you still haven't admitted "the right reason" why, you're going to keep thinking and when you're absolutely sure you've covered it all, that's where the real problems start when they would NORMALLY end for Most people who aren't constantly harassed even further with the same phrases and reminded of not only of the previous incriminating things you thought they might have been referring to, but also a bunch of new stuff your brain will come up with and Keep thinking over and over every time you're reminded or even just "remember to not think about it"....and there it is

[DevIce]

Also if you let yourself believe that They believe what They're saying (that you're a _) and you know that you're not, you'll end up getting into the habit of trying to prove it all day long, or whenever something happens that proves they're lying or wrong and you're right, you'll remember they called you a _ that they were wrong but eventually it'll just seem like you're lying and it will just make you think of them calling you it and you look worse and get caught up in an endless 'debate' about nothing really