Short and sweet

[ti]

Hi,

I do not have much energy today and not much energy left
so I will limit myself very much by typing key words. 
I'm an ''intergenerational targeted individual''.

I feel that nobody can understand me because I'm looking for help since 2004 to no avail so I became my own broadcaster but my perp who is a cyberpath caused my channel to go down on false allegations.(what's new)  I had 7K subscribers and 3K videos and many educational videos about narcissistic abuse all gone, including my experience with the VA hospitals because they caused the death of my late husband!

I went as far as contacting the world justice tribunal and they did not even acknowledge my email.
I am extremely tired of asking for help.
My turn to die I suppose. I will follow the two love of my life my late mother and late husband.
My life was and is a living hell. I  hate it and this is not open for a debate.  But I do not believe I have the right to terminate my own life.

So that's my introduction and maybe my last post.
I need to go watch a program now.
I already stirred too much in me.
Almost no life left in me.
I am shutting down.

Thank you for reading.

[makusan]

To Short & Sweet....I'm a Marine Veteran, and I'm absolutely certain the VA is complicit w/targeting of Veterans....as recent contacts with the VA has proven..please accept my condolences for the loss of your two loved ones...I have been a TI for only 9 months,and I'm having a very difficult time ........I wish you peace....Makusan out...