They literally killed my spirit

[Anonymous]

My story.

Mindcontrol, brainwashing, mimick schizofrenic symptoms, dreammanipulation, traumabased mindcontrol ( hear me out ).

Hello people. Just wanted to share a bit of my story on here to find people who are able to relate to me in some kind of way.

Growing up I’ve been a victim of physical and mental abuse and later on in life I created bad habbits that put me situations that I completely regret.

3 years ago something terrible happened to me where a regular person would take himself out, People in my community started to gangstalk me on a daily basis and put alot of pressure on me mentally and spiritually. I choosed to work on myself, activated my DNA and kundalini and had a spiritual awakening in a very interesting way by looking someone in the eyes. (Spiritual awakening happened 23 august 2021) and for the first time I found God.

With Christmas 2021 I found out my phone was hacked by people who did me very wrong in the past, they found my phone login details and password etc by sending a woman towards me that acted like she liked me, she stole the DS card of my laptop and thats how they found my login details. She drugged me with GHB too that day she came over and stole my SD card.
( this happened before my spiritual awakening.)

A few months before I found out my phone was hacked, Someone I had contact with for a like 1 year guided me towards a programmar. Someone who creates subliminals that change your entire being and mindset. I became an Angel/living God in human form. This is how I felt because of those subliminal/ frequency induced creations. A super soldier. Photografic memory, godly intuition, godly aura field. Etc etc.

The people who hacked my phone basically were able to contact the programmar because they could see exactly with who I was in contact with and they used information about me, against me towards this MK-ultra programmar from France and since Christmas 2021 I was set up. Random videos started to appear on my YouTube feed that got me tripping out, and I realized it were the people who hacked my phone that were able to put videos on my YouTube feed. So I started to watch them and I realized that there were subliminal affirmations or frequency’s in those videos that randomly popped up on my feed. 5 minutes later I felt like I was heavily possessed by demons, thoughts started to synchronize with noises in my house, sirens of ambulances and I felt my spirit and energy leaving my body. Even people got possesed by the demons around me and I started to feel attacked by them.
From that moment I realized something is going on. Did I become schizofrenic??

I “feel like” lost the connection with god, my vibration and aura are completely depleted , leaving me with no energy, vurnerable to other people’s energy’s. I feel like I am brainwashed and put into a schizofrenic state thru mind control by an agent (the programmar) who does works for the government.

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I reported crime in my new tech area 22 years ago. For that, I have been gangstalked, targeted, non-consensually weapon attacked and portable attacked from neighbors, verbally and psychologically trauma abused by exhusband who agreed to not talk to me about this, gaslighted to court ordered mental health stay, including the judge and ex’s attorney interrogating me, drugged, raped, psy op non-stop, rnm, v2k, hypnotized back to ex for more abuse, told several times “ this is a test”, blacklisted, ostracized, tortured by neighbor in new apt attacking my infected root canal scheduled for extracting with severe nerve pain that pain meds didn’t cover thus setting me up to be trauma abused as they dragged machines above me, every night turning them on even in the shower and laughing about it. Even the church handlers use silent telepathy on them and handlers are mean through them so I don’t go. Originally it was religious manipulation after reporting that I was Esther savior of her people. I have IT👺trying to stop typing and inserting words. This is a setup to keep me in this not so sweet home state and in an apartment of abuse. My spine is damaged and I live on disability now. I’m sorry for your suffering. I never consented to being a brain/weapon/behavior/medical 🔬🐀 I get a crushed spirit. 🤗It’s pure evil. No one here cares. I do and this s the quick reply.👺message now that I’m forgetting. Constant threats.