my story + some serious TI advice as to whats happening to U

[matthewchoi]

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[Devin]

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[aiden]

Nice work Mat, I'm also 27 we'll share info sometime.

[Brandon Hollingsworth]

Thank you for sharing this bro. Your understanding of what they do is pretty much spot on. I have tried to help people to understand better by noticing the timing of the voices. People tend to focus on the voice rather than the thought, whether it be their own or them(AI/perps). Your own thoughts happen faster than you realize. You think a thought, they make it audible and people seem to use that to determine what their thought is. That is how they trick you because when made audible, they can change small details or act like they are predicting what you are going to say. The funny thing about that is, the only way they know that's what you were gonna think is because you already thought it or they thought about it, but didn't direct it to you, making it audible. That is how you are able to recognize it. You already know what you thought.You don't need to hear it, remember how you perceived thoughts before this. You also know what they/it thinks as soon as they think about it, once again, just not audible yet but you should sense it. If you just have a random subconscious thought, there will be a delay before you hear them say it, they usually take the concept of your thought and state it from their perspective. If you think-talk directly to them, your thought is immediately audible. When they force a thought into your mind, it will not be audible immediately. You should sense it, even feel it in your stomach. Think about something else and they will usually say "That's not what you were supposed to say, or That's not what I was gonna say". I believe the reason for this is because they are speaking to your subconscious. Thoughts go from there to your conscious and you hear them.

[Ryan]

Apr 30, 2018 9:05:59 GMT -5 matthewchoi said:

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I have to admit, I cried whilst reading your document as the events you describe that happened to you are almost totally interchangeable with my own if you were to simply change your name to mine and for the fact I'm in a different country and the companies I worked for have different names. Unfortunately I have not had the luxury of having anyone believe me, from my closest friends and family to (not surprisingly) my psychiatrists and psychologists, who persisted in involuntarily hospitalising and medicating me, insisting I'm suffering from paranoid schizophrenia. But I know better. I've always known better since this torture began five years ago.

I guess I shouldn't be surprised considering the company I was working for was a multinational defense contractor with such a close relationship with the intelligence community, we could literally share our staff interchangeably with the NSA as part of an existing contractual arrangement. The floor I worked on was home to the team that looked after my country's Defense Force IT systems. We even used our own private jets to rendition subjects to Guantanamo Bay (legally or illegally is up for debate).

I fully admit I painted the target on my back by rocking the boat and refusing to accept the status quo regarding certain actions my senior management had taken that I still to this day believe was blatantly illegal, discriminatory and unethical. I refused to keep quiet about it, to the point where my manager informally cautioned me about making noise about it as it would negatively impact my life if other executives were to take notice. Me being me, when I witness injustice, I cannot help myself from making those responsible face the Spanish Inquisition for their transgressions. You'd think I'd have learnt by now that it inevitably always backfires on me and they always get away with it, leaving me to take my rightful place as the office nutjob in need of ruthless retaliation as the office pariah.

I, like yourself, had come to the exact same conclusions you write about in your document. I had even caught one of the mobile units following me in an unmarked utility van by doubling back and following them, which based on their movements they were clearly tracking me likely via my cellphones GPS (which they had later gloated about hacking into to get access to my 2-factor authentication code generator and used to gain access to my Google account.

Unfortunately my mental state was so severely deteriorated while this was occurring that I ended up being involuntarily admitted to a psychiatric ward after I contacted my team leader from work who I had become very close to, telling her that I had made the decision to take my own life due to the immense stress and suffering I was experiencing due to the recent work related incidents, and the fact that I was being actively followed in my car by a van with what I saw to be at least one operator in the rear of the van working on a computer system of some kind.

I'm in the process of drafting several freedom of information requests directed to both the hospital, who I believe let undercover officers/analysts to pose as psych patients whilst I was admitted that night and for the course of the next two weeks of my involuntary stay, which was apparent to me because they would continuously harass me by reading out all the websites I had visited that were listed in my Google account activity history that were either of an adult nature or pertaining to hacking, as if that was some kind of proof to them that I was a deviant and a criminal.

I did my best to combat these "patients" that seemed to have unprecedented access to my private information, including the details of my private phone conversations that were clearly being tapped, and made degrading comments about me at every opportunity. For example, when I would go to use the bathroom, they would talk loudly outside suggesting my penis was "tiny and pee-sized" trying to have me believe they could somehow see in the toilets via hidden camera. I was satisfied this was a bluff at the time, as in my history as a bisexual man, I've never been described as tiny or small. They did an extremely good job at wearing me down and destroying my self-esteem and self-worth, but I wasn't going to let them break me beyond repair.

That was five years ago, and a great deal more has occurred since then such as hearing voices in my head, having debilitating paranoid delusions that have ruined my relationship causing my ex partner and I to part ways two months ago due to them convincing me that she was a spy who was planning either my murder, or setting me up to look like I murdered her after she suicided (she drank heavily, self harmed, previously attempted suicide on several occasions though I managed to intervene), and did strange things like record me while I was at home alone without my knowledge, and taking photos of me while I was asleep in unconventional positions such as fallen asleep at my desk due to too many nights gaming without sleep and passing out, but which looked as if I had taken an overdose or passed out drunk (I don't even drink). I still don't know why she took these recordings and photos, as she refused to give me a reason when I became aware of it.

The hardest thing I've had to deal with is the sudden death of my father just over a year ago. I had dreamt that he had died of a heart attack the very night prior to his actual death from an apparent heart attack. The most troubling part was that for three years prior to his death, I would see the number 777 every single day without fail until the day he died, which happened to occur on the 7/7/17, whilst living at number 17 in our street, and he was born on the 7th of the month.

This has made me question if the bastards had any hand in my father's death. If I ever find out that is in any capacity true, and they chose to mind screw me in one of the most heineous of ways imaginable, there isn't a square inch on earth they will be able to hide because I'll make it my sole mission to track down anyone in the intelligence community with even the slightest of involvement in these programs and I'll end their lives, one by one, until the sea is coloured red from the sheer volume of blood spilled from these evil narcissists.

Anyway, my apologies for the long rant but I wanted to emphasize just how much your writing that document means to me, because it helps to remind me that I'm not crazy like everyone keeps trying to convince me. How can two people, you and I, have experiences that are almost identical in nature in every way.. who have never met.. and both be suffering from the same shared delusion?

Kind Regards,
colossalnobody.

[karmasaver]

THANK YOU. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING TO ME FOR SOME YEARS NOW. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, I'M NOT CRAZY!!!!!!!!